Sometimes I feel like I always need reassurance or that I’m too needy.
Why can’t I be the cool suave babyboy I want to be?
I don’t want to tell you to not feel what your are feeling right now. What i want to encourage is simple though. I just want to say that it is ok to feel! It is perfectly fine to be needy and need someone, want someone, and to crave love. It is ok to want cuddles and intimate moments! It is ok to need to be held and heard.
You are not “needy” you are human, please remember if anything, that it is perfectly fine to feel the way that you are feeling. We crave love, cuddles, and reassurance. That is human and that is what most, if not everyone in this world, craves and searches for.
<3 it is perfectly fine to want a connection and to be loved.
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Ok, I wrote a brief story for this, and as a character introduction as well, in a sense. I have Raymond and Jeremy and they’re roommates, and there’s a story to all that, too (for another time). How did it get to this point? Bound in a straight-jacket, shoulder sore, pants stuck around the ankles, and a fully soiled diaper.
And he was stuck in it for how many more hours?
He huffed in exasperation. “God damn it all. Stupid dick-head and his ‘punishment’. For the greater good my ass! You have your arm and shoulder immobilized for nearly six months, finally be set free and tell me you aren’t going to stretch it to the fullest extent possible! Damn you, Jeremy, come home already…”
Six months ago Raymond was a fully functional and capable twenty three year old.
Then he go into a nasty fight that left his left arm broken (clean break through the radius and ulna), left shoulder dislocated with a torn tendon that required surgery, a concussion, bruised, and with likely permanent nerve damage to his bladder that rendered him ‘urinary incontinent.’
Jeremy was a nurse at the hospital Raymond was staying at, and as luck would have it, was an old high school classmate. He was all too familiar with Raymond and his fighting tendencies. Always knew it would bite him in the butt one day.
They got to talking, and worked out an agreement where Jeremy could move in with Raymond since he needed a place, and as such would become his personal nurse. Which meant medication management, taking him to and from physical therapy and doctors appointments, helping to bathe and hygiene and all of that, and of course diaper changes.
Ray objected and denied needing such assistance, flat out refusing to believe that he, an otherwise healthy and able twenty-something, couldn’t hold his piss or tell when his bladder was full or not. Caused a lot of arguments, to say the least, but he relented enough, thinking ‘fine, I’ll use them for convenience sake since I can’t put strain on my arm, even though I’m right handed…’ (after many failed attempts at using just boxers and leaking all over everything.)
His bone’s and tendons were slow to heal, but he was eventually okayed to go without the shoulder brace 24/7 once the cast was removed from his lower arm.
“Don’t exert yourself or do anything strenuous for a while until you’ve had some more physical therapy.”
But did the fighter listen? Not really…
A few days later, Jeremy had to to go out and Raymond opted to stay home. No big deal…
“Behave yourself while I’m out.~” Jeremy said softly, but really it was a warning. Over the course of living with Raymond, he knew his personality well enough by now.
Fifteen minutes in, Raymond was bored, and decided the bookshelf needed to be cleaned and reorganized. He went about taking the books down, and all of which was going fine until he tried to take down to many books at once from the top shelf. It was heaver then expected, and it sent a ‘zing’ of pain through his shoulder, causing him to drop all the books (a few landed on his toes, but the pain in his shoulder took priority.)
“Owww, damn, owww!” He shouted, while the same time Jeremy returned and saw Raymond on the ground, surrounded by book, holding his shoulder.
“Ray, what happened?”
“What are you doing back so soon?” he countered.
“I forgot my wallet. Can’t go shopping without it… What. Happened?”
“Just cleaning, no big deal… ow,” he winced.
“You were pushing it, weren’t you?” Jeremy scolded. “Stay put, I’ll be right back…”
Jeremy came back with the changing supplies and what looked like a long sleeve shirt and a belt? He didn’t say anything and he helped Raymond out of the stack of books he was surrounded by and went to slide his pants down.
“I don’t need to be changed; I’ll take care of it later!” Six months, and he still wasn’t digging the whole ‘needs diapers and changing’ thing… (Lot to get used to, but he was getting there.)
Jeremy was going to say he couldn’t take care of it while he was gone, because he had other plans for keeping the fighter out of trouble while he was out. Instead he just said “You sure about that?”
“Yes!”
“Fine. Turn around and hold your arms above your head.”
“Whatever…” Raymond grumbled, figuring this was some nurse thing to check for injuries. He didn’t have time to think of much else as a straight-jacket was slipped over his head, and the crotch buckle secured.
“What the hell is this, Jerry?!” Ray tried to wiggle away, but Jeremy knew how to wrangle patients and work quickly, and soon enough the sleeve buckles were secured to.
“What the hell is this?!”
“If I can’t trust you to behave while I’m out, I have to make sure you will by other means!”
“The hell-!”
“Shut it! It’s taken six months for you to heal; I’m not going to let you undo it in six hours! For the greater good. I’ll be back later…” Before Ray could argue, Jeremy left the house once more.
Ray went to go to his room, forgetting that his pants were still around his ankles and promptly tripping. Luckily he only landed on his knees. He caught a glimpse of himself in the hallway mirror, and didn’t need to see the color change on the indicator strips to see how wet he was, and blushed. This infantile garb around his waist did not go with his style at all.
“Damn it, how long did he say he’d be out? Should have taken the change when I had the chance…”
Bought the character design from @mrswabbs [from dA] so this is what Raymond looks like.
Wonderful story and backround provided to this character by dlgifted!](http://36.media.tumblr.com/746a0e66bec8ef19110a7143a1067ea9/tumblr_nyrap9JbA01ub5scso1_400.jpg)
Hello and welcome !
I know there has been a lot of speculation on whether or not my Deviantart is still active.
I wanted to make a post explaining just the basics.
Deviantart seems to have a strict policy on Messy/wet diapers being posted, with majority of ABDL artists having their works removed because of it.
With that in mind, I decided to move on over to Tumblr so that I can provide less censored content of this fetish. It’ll make it more enjoyable for me as an artist as well as you guys as followers.
So this is where I will primarily post art and Deviantart will be for more censored art pieces. But definitely follow me here for the bulk of it !
~Swabbs
